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本来以为考试完后,会很无聊,朋友们多数都去旅行了...谁知。考完的第二天,就收到我姨丈去世的消息...顿时无法接受。 隔天一早就和妈妈先赶回去了...一路上就一直安慰自己...:"骗人的啦!"...到了那里,无法再以谎话来安慰这不能改变的事...眼泪不敢向外流,因为这样会让阿姨更伤心。心里只想着..."要乖乖的,能帮什么就把它做好就是给阿姨最好的安慰了。" 就这样一直乖乖地帮忙到结束。 结束后 整个人虚脱了...一直睡 睡到隔一天爸爸来载我们回到 johor ...才有了力气... 阿姨和姨丈 四十三年了, 怎么能习惯 另一伴的离去呢?姨丈为人 风趣 搞笑 有他的地方绝对有欢笑...也是晚辈很敬仰的一个人...各各为他的离去感到十分的难过与不舍...有的还因难过过度而当场晕倒.... 阿姨跟我说话时,让我感到十分的难过, 她虽然说已经放开了,但谁都明白那是多么难做到的啊...

In the Blink of eyes.

Before spm, everyone was enjoying their time with their own. In between spm, everyone was buzying in revison and spending time with friends. After spm, what will it be? Time goes on...as everyone will face their own problem but not the school project,homework or friendship anymore. It's all about the social, the future and their own course. Liked what one of my friend did, he was trying to get all friends meet up together and have some chatting... with the slogan " we live to lim teh". We all actually trying to cherish the time but all of time , it was failed. Maybe they did not know well with others, so their chatting topic will be different and always one of the side will be cold.... Anyway, everyone should be automatic but not waiting people to say HI or what first. With this, friendship can be maintained in the long term. Many people said that the secondary's friendship cant keep long . but WHO know the future. Miracle will always be there . haha. I hope so.

what a sweet memory.

*ps: i know these are ugly(some la)...but we were really HAPPY at that moment. haha

today quite happy with?....the result la. finally we saw the sun. haha...

SJAMSP got no.2 in this footdrill competition. and also no.1 in the papan kenyataan [ designed by sheau shyan] woohu....

congratulation to BSMM too. they were the champion in the footdrill competition. =] congrat to sheng how also that he was the best commander. woohu. [i really can always heard your command when i was home and you were in the school !!]

well well well, the KELAB PENCINTA ALAM also got no.1 in the papan kenyataan....[designed by meiting] haha...i liked the tree most. =] and this video is the celebration of pencinta alam.

what a good FRIDAY!!

today i was in the good mood~ can i said so? erm~ haha, our chemistry tuition cancel [worry about cant finish the topics on time]...but~really was a rest time for us~!! cy asked me whether want walk walk evening [ our walk walk time normally]...haha, but alan said want go and cut his hair~ sure lo, accompany him go ALEX TAN thr. haha.... do you know that i was happy that the hair designer said my hair now is very suit me le~[ flying ady,but pulled back by cy and zy] haha...lame~ then after alan become HANDSOME ady,we go ros merah lim teh+ aet roti TISSUES~!!! hehe~!! went to jusco for some special reasonS [ special? haha,buying present for my lovely frens]... huhu, buy nothing but saw aw & l.yin kuan...[yin kuan & me like very excited when saw each other...haha]... back home LO!!! ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ [potter]

5 SN 3 (2009)

this is the class photo...made by lixian.

真正的朋友

朋友是什么意思呢?
朋友是在我们需要时愿意伸出援手的人 [不是小叮当啦]
分享快乐与痛苦的人。
真正的朋友是会告诉你哪里不好,而不是一而再,再而三地夸奖你 [那就变成了马屁精了]
当然啦,如果那个朋友真做得很好的话,身为他的朋友,我们应该称赞他,鼓励他的。。。
可是这又有多少人做得到呢?又有多少人能接受朋友的劝告呢? 这就要问自己了。
friend forever.

arhhhh~

things not going smoothly as i planned. arh~

recently, i am totally change to a person who always making fun of people..... bad!! i know. but i really duno i hurt them when i talked. by the way, thanks cy remind me. thousand apologized here.

Sorry X1000. =]

i was very focus when doing the gerak gempur of sej but others ZzzZZzz.... haha, this is because i got my mid year exam d sej very lousy. so....i was testing myself see whether i can do.

want to write somemore. but no topic already. haha. .bad girl. [i am scolding myself, pls dun misunderstand arh]

this week.

erm, this week seem like many unhappy thing happened........

lixian's grandma passed away as she need to go back to kedah for one week.

kok siew was high fever but still go to school yesterday.

jun jia is sickING as he was not going to school today.

meiting two days din slept as she is sick in the end.

for me, i was not going to school today too because of my old injured.

all the best to we all. haha.

=]

we are the world. we are the children. we are the one who make the brighter day

so lets start giving.

which part will you choose?

If you got the chance to choose ears or eyes , which will YOU choose?

I am also confuse. if cant hear clearly, life will be quiet. if cant see clearly, we cant do a lot of things. need people help always. so........

my uncle stayed at my house for one week.tonight going back his home where at pulau pinang. his ears very good. even very a little bit of sound he can hear also. but the problem is on his eyes. he cant see clearly. open the gate need take longer time. .......

my godfather 's problem is ears. he cant hear but eyes very good. can see me walked from a far distance. but we need to increase our volume ,he only can hear...

so if there is a chance for you to choose, which will you choose to maintain in a good condition when you are old? if choose eyes, ears cant hear clearly. if ears, eyes cant see clearly.

give me your answer ok? post a comment or at cBOX. wish to see your all answer.

blood glucose test. funny.

haha, i am doing the blood glucose test on this perkhidmatan bagi manusia. so ,sure ,i need to practise before help public measure right. haha

my mum bought the blood glucose machine recently. and i used it for my training, i asked my mum to be my first customer. and i was trying to make everything is ok. and asked my mum's hand come out and i was starting to press the thing. but the needle duno why cant come out.

in the end ,i realised that i haven press. and my mum scream because of nervous. we laughed until half die. haha then the blood come out le. but i duno how to use the machine. it is juz new bought. so, cant blame me yea. haha

in the end, i know how to let the blood come out but duno how to on the machine. haha. i duno what i can do on this fri. only s.h got experience only. terry,zhuyen and me haha . god bless.

discussion

when we are discussing, can we lower down our voice?

when we are changing our views, can we slow down our speed?

when people are giving their own opinion, can we think wisely?

when we are not agree with the answer, can we tell our own view but not just keep quiet at a side?

when people are talking,can we listen?

when people are doing, can we follow?

when people are buzy, can we help?

when people are crying, can we comfort them?

when people are angry, can we explain to them?

when people wish to see you disappear, can we stand infront of them?

when people like you, can we hate them?

when people are looking at you, can we hide?

when people are playing fool with you, can we angry?

when people are moody or emotion, can we talk to them?

when we are tired, who come and help us?

when we are crying, who come and comfort us?

when we are angry, who made this?

when we are moody or emotion, who playing fool with us?

when we hate or dislike the people, can we keep our mind be peace & do not angry easily?

as the thing is still going on....never stop and even sometimes it runs with high speed, it is going to the limit and the end but who cares. we all are selling fish.

=(

i cant bear to let it go.
emm,long time dint sit infront of computer doing some paperwork. finally understand secretary's hardwork, doing reporT & letter. haiz. from 9pm until 1am. TIRING~ sleep

BLACK

wah~ wonderful holiday~ first three day is st.john asas course (fourth). very successful course as the committee really put a lot of effort on it. in between,got some member was naughtly but in the end,they are actually nice. haha the two most ppl that i cant forget in this course are the COOL man as i called him "GUGE", the little round and cute boy (goh)...yup,their eng are not good as others but as everyone of us can see that this two ppl really put lots efforts. they duno how to pronous,so they find another way as SPELLING. for me, i was one of the examiner of trial exam, i was very touched with this two guys. even though they duno how to explain in eng but they tried their best to giv me the answer with different way. . i was shocked as kok siew and sze hao. one of them ask whether can spelling when doing the cpr. i am very suprise and proud for their spirit. finally,all of the member were pass in their basic first aid exam. YES!!! staring,headache liao,coz this time got 70 ++ member nid order uniform. haha..........
the fourth day of the holiday is BIOLOGY~ frog dissect. nice~ grouped with ky,wh,lx and kw. haha

haha,learned the structure of the internal body. hehe.

next next next. went to pulau redang with bro 's family and his fren. yeah,first time sat double layer bus. like very high-classed. haha bro's family and us sat the down one. haha~ we booked the whole bus,dun hv other ppl. shiok. haha sat for nearly 10 hours to reach thr. jz bcoz of dun hv highway can straight away reach thr. nid to boat for 30 min only can reach the pulau~ pesang la~!!! haha second time to near with fish,corals and also sand. haha like a qualified person swim with the alat and also life-jacket. swim until too far then got the coach came and stop us. hard to swim back to the boat juz becoz very tired with fight with the sea wave. haha. at thr,i dint realise that i was black as everyone of the ppl are more BLACK than me. but when i reach home, it was late. I AM BLACK as last time. maybe even more BLACK. haha haiz~ but i had wonderful time~ i am planing to for work at thr as part time when i waiting the result of spm. ( haven sit for spm,adt think after spm ady) hopeless arh. haha =P as long as i m happy

Rejected. =(

what is the feeling after rejected by others? sad, disapointed? i had been rejected for times. everytime after the reject, i am deeply sad. cry? shout? NO,my heart will just bleeding. yup,sorry for my fren who invited me before but i absent. my excuss is my parent not allow me go. =( actually,i dint asked them even once since i realise that the feeling of had been rejected by others is so horrible, terrible, or.......... i dont know. i loss the confident to know the answer. i will only ask when i am confident with it( that my parent will let me go). i always need to ask for many days with hard, change condition with them ,can only come out. recently,they even worst. very sensitive to my society.... if i say i go out with friends,they allow. but if i say go and do my society's things,they will start ngam ngam-ING. do u know that? i always need to pack kit's thing when my dad is not around or when they are sleeping. like a thief. but now better. ks helping me keep the kit and i just give him the things when needed. i m sorry that i dint do my jod well. by the way,thanks ks for helping me so much. i m truly thank you to him. haiz. well,i think this post come out many ppl will know that i was lied bah. kena punished liao lie~ sorry for my....................(i dont what word suitable for it)........and thanks for your understanding.

I like it...arh huh arh huh

haha...thanks for jy,kx,yk and jj. accompany me went to see a movie. even though we duno what movie we were going to see. but in the end,we were happy. haha~ the title of this post is one of the funny sentenceses in the movie. NICE~ thanks again. to kx, i know that you are having stress now. there ARE many things u haven do. i know. give me your hand and i will help you. dun be emo. =(

Decision

When i started to avoid, to no more ask i am already decide to let it go. please dont ask me why. because i dont know the reason also. since YOU saw me i am quite when YOU were talking, I already go far away . I hope that there is a U-turn for me. and i am finding it hard now.

An wonderful ACTOR

which drama are YOU acting now? huh... you are FIRED!! sucker. I am NOT a three years old children and i know YOU had been USED me for years. I am just keep quiet there but you are already over. YOUR time is gone. PLEASE do not act again or else YOU WILL BE REGRET. =)

其实每一个人生下来都赋予飞的能力, 只是当我们选择爬的时候,往往我们都失去了飞的能力。 即使我们渴望再得到飞的能力,我们却已经失去了那天真无邪的翅膀。。。。。。。 当你觉得你的翅膀还在你身边时,好好珍惜它们吧。。。。 *这是有一个很有意思的人告诉我的。。。如果不明白它其中的道理,找我呗~

无事不登三宝殿

真的很生气, 可是又有什么用呢? 需要你时,低声下气。。。 不需要你时,不会跟你打招付,当眼神对上时,也面无表情地看着你~ 这才叫啊!! 不需要说谁,说了也无妨~ 因为他们都以自己为中心,没为在她们身边的人想过。。。只当她们真的需要身边的人帮忙时,她们才会想起你。。。帮完她们之后,她们就会毫不犹豫地把你踢得远远的,踢之前,你连声谢谢都听不到。。。 当帮倒忙时,她们就会把所有的错误指向你,说你误导他们。。。 可是,当他们成功后,她们只知道这些成就都是他们辛苦得来的~从未想过后面在帮助他们的人。。。 我终于明白了,或许每个人都会这样吧,我可能也是吧。。。但是对“她们”我真的已经放弃了。。。当你一而再地帮他们解决问题,最后只得到他们的无理不睬,或是把你当透明,相信你也会心灰意冷吧。。。

sixth sense

i feel that this weekend i will be happy and meaningful. HAHA~!!! to Big Yin kUan, you looked sad after the case happened . I duno whether i guess wrong. I am very hormat you that you still can stay calm at that moment. jiaYOU jia YOU. Can tell me more details next time when you're okay with it? thanks. Life is precious. treat your family ,friends,relatives WELL.

(*@*)

Giving something within the limit is TOUCHING,
Giving something excess is TOO MUCH.
yup,thank you. finally i got it from someONE. i am very dissapointed to his attitube.
(not him ya, i mean OTHER).

congratulation

congrat to mum that finally you got your way again. HEH~ i am happy and hope you stay happy,healthy with dad. =]

volleyball team smksp =]

yup~ yesterday,we went to the foonyew 1 for the volleyball comp.. not me,i m just the supporter. First of all, i would like to say sorry to teacher,yinkuan and biwei. i go for training but in the end my dad dun wan sign the surat kebenaran. he even duno i went thr to see you all. hee... YUP~the comp was started at 7.30am and our sch team went by the sch bus tat teacher had ady prepared for them. i went with sheau shyan at around 11.30 am. when i reached thr,i get the shocked from other sch...jz because the spirit of them is too STRONG and KEPT SHOUTING >< color="#ffcc66">IMPROVED A LOT>< style="color:#ff0000;">COME AND TRY IF YOU FEEL THAT IT IS EASY TO PLAY . i m quite angry with someone when they LOOK DOWN the volleyball team. the members ady get injurded but still kept on the spirit to play. i m proud of them!!! yup~ after played the games, we took pictures infront of the sch. then we went back by the sch bus again. we were quite happy when on the way back to sch jz because of sze hao kept doing the =.= silly and funny thing. hah!! hee~ i hope that we can keep playing after as usual as before. but teacher only giv us once a weak AFTER THE MID YEAR EXAM~! ops~!!....

new hair style

mygod~ new hair cut = NUMB look~ like ahwang~!!

失望

一定要说到这样吗? 没有想过他会伤心难过的吗? 说了这样的话,你会开心吗? 伤害了自己最好的朋友也无所谓吗? 只再意当下的快乐,就可以放肆地说这些话吗? *提醒~表面永远是美丽,完美的。。。如果可以,不要知道太多内幕吧~它会让你失去对朋友的信任。
c=
=D

LOL

haha,finished the first SMALL test (duno how big are they ==) haha,anyway,jz feeling happy and got the momentum to study towards my SPM~~ well well well,after listened the Ms.NG's words,i found that i still got time to target!!! well well well,another happy and funny thing is after tuition,went jusco to had dinner with CY, ZHAO AN, emmmmmmm.....kept laughing and FULL of stomach.... HAHAHA, chatting with richard(ah moh from new zealand st.john) there have a national camp on the 15 of april and a junior camp (ages between 6 to 10) (my god,so small ==) on 1 of may in new zealand~ wah,quite busy neh~so i said let me do smth for him and his junior~ hehe,well!!! i hope that they will happy that what i send to them~ like a international exchange relation~ = + woooHU~!! nice day that i mentioned to kexin before.. i told kexin before my exam that the saturday and sunday will be the nice day.....do u know how i know??? by my sixth sences~ wahaha,and i was RIGHT!!!! wah,what a nice weekend in my 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!
T.T i m tired can i shout? my limit is over. can i cry? exam coming soon. can i do well? report haven do, secretary keep blowING me~( btw,sorry,tiang) can i pass up on time? in the end,i found my answer. and there is NO~ who can help me?? cant cry,cant shout, even cant do well. haiz~ limit ady~ call me if u know how to help me. urgent!!! HELP!! HELP!! HELP!! emo!!! U*U

hari sukan?! or rantai oh??

haha~ hari sukan pada tahun INI~ can only use one word to describe~ BAD !!! @#$%^&*#$%^ anyway, this is my last year ady~ enjoyed it so much (=.+) !! haha~ after sukan, meeting?? i dun think so~ jz CHATTING only bah~ doing nth there, just LISTENING~ again~ BAD~ aiyoyo~!!! HAHA~then is the volleyball training neh~ cant imagine i can play volleyball right~ YUP~ me too~ i just know how to start the ball ~ in the end,my right hand PAIN and RED~!! maybe u will see my hand kena bandage on monday~ =.=( so serious meh?!!) HAHA~!!! night still need go for tuition~ somemore, im sorry to yun man arh~ sorry that i cant go ur bday party~yuP,long time no c~no chat,no even have a meal~ TOO BAD~ next time LA~ HAPPA BIRTHDAY and thanks for inviting me~ aiyoyo,i borrow someone's uniform BUT hilang LA~~ stupid LA,always help them to borrow then i dint keep it well~ mana tahu~ HILANG ADY SIA~!!!!!!! who learn MAGIC?? can help me find out not?? please~ last~!!!! ( ask me LA, i sure tell u de) (=.=lll)(=.+)
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Hey PI Niu Yer!!

to Hey PI~hehe,ur event leh~HAHA!!! miss u so much~and i was regret tat when u came here,we cant meet together~ haizYAYA~ Happy Chinese New Year~walalala~duno this time can count as going back or not...i & family is planing to go back to pp with star cruises~ Super Star Virgo~ BUTBUTBUT i can only meet my relatives 7 hours~ AIYA~one years dint met ady but now~!!!! WHATEVER LA~as long as we WILL MEET!!! haha~quite happy and feeling WELL~~!!! CNY come faster bah~!!!

tada~

well, two weeks passed since sch reopened~two words can only describe what feeling am I~ and that is TIRED+ BUSY~but i found happy inside too~ BUCK UP MYSELF~ no more time for me to ~~~~ i really duno whay i had done when i was form 4~ what i did when teachers were teaching~i think is jz kept talking there~ now i jz realised tat the HATE of noisy~ my god!! got some XXdian students~kept talking there~!!! making noise~!!! OMG!!! quite happy too while accompany them training~ NURSING TEAM,ALL THE BEST!!! haha...i saw tat the xiao xuan very thin after this BIG SCH HOLIDAY! my god!! like changing to another person~haha~they are quite funny~!!! yes!!! i m adaptING my form 5 life now~ quite fresh for me~!!! ALL THE BEST to me and my fren~