圣诞节 非常开心的节日，出门逛街走走吃吃。逛街时 突然看到你的好朋友 和他的女朋友也在开心牵着手逛街。和他们打声招呼就走了。每走一步 心情就越低落，心里一直在想 如果你还在就好了。 如果你还在，你应该也和你的女朋友开心地逛街。如果你还在，你一定做得和你的朋友一样好。
可惜真的没有如果。很多时候都忘了你已不在的事实，说着你的事 或提起你的名时 只感觉你只是出了远门。可是接踵而来的感觉是非常现实和残酷的。每次想起你 就是小时候我们一起玩 每次你欺负我 然后我哭讨厌你 的情景 不然就是长大的你很有礼貌 大哥哥的样子。。。
如果你还在。。。就好了。。。
Out of Sudden
I have seen a lot of my friends continue their postgraduate studies right after they graduating their degree, which is a very good news. but also, I saw the majority of them not seen to be so mature as a postgraduate student should behave. This has told me in the deep of my mind that I should have some working experience before I further my study.
I worked, for not so long. And Benzaiten (one of the Seven Lucky Gods) chose me, to have a chance to continue my postgraduate study. I have just started my postgraduate life for about two weeks. Just from the two weeks itself, I saw that working experiences in related field do help a lot in the logical thinking and also the way to solve the problem.
I was the youngest in the class. Not surprise that, postgraduate students are different from age, occupation and experiences, which students ourselves already making the class so interesting that everyone has their own experiences regarding the ideas to share.
Although I do not work that long that I have planned to, but this little experience helps me to think wider.
I worked, for not so long. And Benzaiten (one of the Seven Lucky Gods) chose me, to have a chance to continue my postgraduate study. I have just started my postgraduate life for about two weeks. Just from the two weeks itself, I saw that working experiences in related field do help a lot in the logical thinking and also the way to solve the problem.
I was the youngest in the class. Not surprise that, postgraduate students are different from age, occupation and experiences, which students ourselves already making the class so interesting that everyone has their own experiences regarding the ideas to share.
Although I do not work that long that I have planned to, but this little experience helps me to think wider.
这还是不是我的啊
还记得小时候 如果你到父母朋友或亲戚家拜访时 就会对对方家小朋友的玩具所吸引，当你想要玩那玩具时，小朋友就会跳出来也要玩那玩具。这时对方的父母就会说：“借人家一下呀，每次你都不玩的~！” 如果这时小朋友还是不肯把手中的玩具让出的话，自己的父母通常就为了避免不必要的麻烦就会和自己的小孩说：“这不是你的玩具，不可以这样硬是把占！”
小时候会这样的倔强硬是不肯放手是因为觉得只要自己努力坚持着(哭/撒娇）就有很大的机会得到它。
可是当“这不是你的”听久了，就会慢慢变成“这不是我的”。时而代之的就是 "这不是我的,怎么努力也不是我的!"可能试着努力过 可是终究还是一样。或是害怕努力了，可能就被伤得一卧不起了
这还是不是我的啊
小时候会这样的倔强硬是不肯放手是因为觉得只要自己努力坚持着(哭/撒娇）就有很大的机会得到它。
可是当“这不是你的”听久了，就会慢慢变成“这不是我的”。时而代之的就是 "这不是我的,怎么努力也不是我的!"可能试着努力过 可是终究还是一样。或是害怕努力了，可能就被伤得一卧不起了
这还是不是我的啊
The clown
What is this year Chinese New Year mean to you?
I like Chinese New Year as it gives me the warmth from relatives
My family and I are living away from hometown so we don't get to see them often.
That's why I feel very happy and blessed to see everyone are good in health and everything every time. But I do dislike sometimes because some relatives are really sarcastic and asking you the lots of questions just to fulfill their curiosity. Well I guess they do not have much to chat and trying to get closer to you by unconsciously annoy you at the same time.
Hmm this year cny really mean a different. The same people with the usual happiness will just stop at this year. What kind of feeling will you carry to welcome this year cny when knowing that someone will no longer be there for next cny and other festival ever. Truth is cruel but it set us free. Free to the meanness, free to the material realistic, free to the rigid thinking. Extremely crazy, laugh like monkey and be dumb anytime to cheer the atmosphere up are the mission.
-"The role of a clown and a physician are the same- it's to elevate the possible and to relieve suffering."- by Patch Adams
Just realized how important this CNY is.
I like Chinese New Year as it gives me the warmth from relatives
My family and I are living away from hometown so we don't get to see them often.
That's why I feel very happy and blessed to see everyone are good in health and everything every time. But I do dislike sometimes because some relatives are really sarcastic and asking you the lots of questions just to fulfill their curiosity. Well I guess they do not have much to chat and trying to get closer to you by unconsciously annoy you at the same time.
Hmm this year cny really mean a different. The same people with the usual happiness will just stop at this year. What kind of feeling will you carry to welcome this year cny when knowing that someone will no longer be there for next cny and other festival ever. Truth is cruel but it set us free. Free to the meanness, free to the material realistic, free to the rigid thinking. Extremely crazy, laugh like monkey and be dumb anytime to cheer the atmosphere up are the mission.
-"The role of a clown and a physician are the same- it's to elevate the possible and to relieve suffering."- by Patch Adams
Just realized how important this CNY is.
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