The clown

What is this year Chinese New Year mean to you?
I like Chinese New Year as it gives me the warmth from relatives
My family and I are living away from hometown so we don't get to see them often.
That's why I feel very happy and blessed to see everyone are good in health and everything every time. But I do dislike sometimes because some relatives are really sarcastic and asking you the lots of questions just to fulfill their curiosity. Well I guess they do not have much to chat and trying to get closer to you by unconsciously annoy you at the same time.

Hmm this year cny really mean a different. The same people with the usual happiness will just stop at this year. What kind of feeling will you carry to welcome this year cny when knowing that someone will no longer be there for next cny and other festival ever. Truth is cruel but it set us free. Free to the meanness, free to the material realistic, free to the rigid thinking. Extremely crazy, laugh like monkey and be dumb anytime to cheer the atmosphere up are the mission.

 -"The role of a clown and a physician are the same- it's to elevate the possible and to relieve suffering."- by Patch Adams

Just realized how important this CNY is.