放手一搏？！

Wanted to write in Chinese but too bad that something wrong with my device! Give it a try or let it go? If believing that life's full with miracles, ya I'm sure I would always venture and challenge myself. But life only come once! Like my friend said, life is short, so don't care too much, let it go! The most important thing is you are happy. The thing is that, will I be happy if I just leave it like this? I'm not sure! What I'm sure is that I won't feel as bad and burden as what I'm having right now! Stupid thingy! Try or not try? Try, never regret! Not try, loser and regret when you missed it! Fucking bitch, always put me in this situation! I hate making decision, just like I hate you, Freak!