Rejected. =(

what is the feeling after rejected by others? sad, disapointed? i had been rejected for times. everytime after the reject, i am deeply sad. cry? shout? NO,my heart will just bleeding. yup,sorry for my fren who invited me before but i absent. my excuss is my parent not allow me go. =( actually,i dint asked them even once since i realise that the feeling of had been rejected by others is so horrible, terrible, or.......... i dont know. i loss the confident to know the answer. i will only ask when i am confident with it( that my parent will let me go). i always need to ask for many days with hard, change condition with them ,can only come out. recently,they even worst. very sensitive to my society.... if i say i go out with friends,they allow. but if i say go and do my society's things,they will start ngam ngam-ING. do u know that? i always need to pack kit's thing when my dad is not around or when they are sleeping. like a thief. but now better. ks helping me keep the kit and i just give him the things when needed. i m sorry that i dint do my jod well. by the way,thanks ks for helping me so much. i m truly thank you to him. haiz. well,i think this post come out many ppl will know that i was lied bah. kena punished liao lie~ sorry for my....................(i dont what word suitable for it)........and thanks for your understanding.

I like it...arh huh arh huh

haha...thanks for jy,kx,yk and jj. accompany me went to see a movie. even though we duno what movie we were going to see. but in the end,we were happy. haha~ the title of this post is one of the funny sentenceses in the movie. NICE~ thanks again. to kx, i know that you are having stress now. there ARE many things u haven do. i know. give me your hand and i will help you. dun be emo. =(

Decision

When i started to avoid, to no more ask i am already decide to let it go. please dont ask me why. because i dont know the reason also. since YOU saw me i am quite when YOU were talking, I already go far away . I hope that there is a U-turn for me. and i am finding it hard now.

An wonderful ACTOR

which drama are YOU acting now? huh... you are FIRED!! sucker. I am NOT a three years old children and i know YOU had been USED me for years. I am just keep quiet there but you are already over. YOUR time is gone. PLEASE do not act again or else YOU WILL BE REGRET. =)

飞

其实每一个人生下来都赋予飞的能力， 只是当我们选择爬的时候，往往我们都失去了飞的能力。 即使我们渴望再得到飞的能力，我们却已经失去了那天真无邪的翅膀。。。。。。。 当你觉得你的翅膀还在你身边时，好好珍惜它们吧。。。。 *这是有一个很有意思的人告诉我的。。。如果不明白它其中的道理，找我呗~