混不进的感觉很不好受

不知道是语言障碍还是真的混不进，每次说了几句....大家就没话谈了，不只我哦，有一些也是这样。是我太心急了吗？还是我英文烂到他们不明白？ 有时看到他们一群群的说话，都报以羡慕的眼神。 哈哈！不是说我没有朋友啦，只是有时很难混进其他人的群里。~ 希望这只是一时的吧。 肩膀我还是不习惯给人动，但我的反应没以前那么大了啦，不然，这里的朋友应该会吓倒吧...哈哈！

在这里的日子

才过了两个礼拜而已，就好像过了一个月多。很想家，也很想看到他们（就是你们啦）...这里不错啦，只是离城市远了点，晚上安静了点，无聊了点...有个朋友教我暂时忘了他们，这样才会让自己好过一点，不会这样想回去 jb... 真的还蛮有效的，不过不是忘记，而是不去想... 一直很想知道那里发生了什么事，很想跟进...只为了怕跟他们拖离...

可是也还好啦，很多人去跟更远的地方读书咯，我只是在KL而已嘛...不能跟近的人比，也只好跟远的人比...这样才能安慰自己啊！

first day of my uni life.

it is really not the first day actually. i moved to my hostel last thursday! and i cried like hell, felt homesick once my parents left. yup, felt warm that my two cousin brought me to their house during weekend. or else i cant even imagine how i gonna pass last weekend. well, i had nice weekend! today is my first day of class start. not bad, but just cant understand some words! dictionary, here i come!....

home sweet home

now i am just realised that staying with your family is so sweet and feel warm. i am going to leave JB and go to KL study, yup, someone will think i am just childish, doesnt mean i wont meet my family and friends again once i go KL. but i just never leave home alone for study purpose. NO, i know i can make it! i have to think positve! i can make friends there, shopping!!!! and get my target nearer! i had made promise to someone that one year after, we are not using parents' money to study, but we will get an offer of full schorlaship! give me positive spirit! i need it now! =)