URGH first time feel like killing and slap my face so much! very itchy in my mouth. i dont like how to describe that, but it is liked the baby would feel itchy when their tooth are coming out. EXACTLY THE SAME MEN!!!
I cannot bear with the itchiness, it is triggering my anger! stay in the room and not talking to someone is the best way to ease my anger! fucker itchiness, go away la!
I thought thats because some viruses have infected my wound, but doctor said it is under healing process and thats normal to feel itch. doctor, i trust you but dont let me punch you if it dont get better in few more days. the torture moment is that you cant do anything when the itch is in the mouth. If that is on skin, i can pinch it, hit, warm, or wash that.
FUCK YOU MOUTH >,<
2013 resolution
here i come to announce my this year resolution! haha will it be too late as we are now on the january's tail!
well i wanted to make my tooth nicer long time ago, and im now undergo the process of it! teeth bracer, sounds scary right? hope it wont be that pain as i thought! i just took off one of my teeth, gonna wear the bracer soon! The thing is that i already feel so cham after taking off one teeth cant imagine how will it be when i wear the bracer! haha
by wearing it, hope that i can throw away some fat which have been sticking with me for the past 20! fat, leave me alone, dont always follow me la wherever i go! be yourself, find your own life or new owner okay! im sick of you, shoo shoo go away! hahaa
gonn be 21, hope that everything will be achieved as i planned! yeah blogging loves life, i love blogging
A good start!
what the shit luck I have been for the past month! Lost Ipad and SmartPhone in the very same month! shopping in the pavilion, one bastard pickpocket my phone! good job, such a good skill uh, seriously I didnt realized at all until I saw my beg is opened!
Well, I felt shocked when losing the ipad. But for phone, I was just too surprised that my phone disappeared in such a short time, and kept discussing with friends! haha!
Well, realize that I am very fortune to have this gang of friends. People normally will comfort you and say something nice to you! but I realized the more close you and your friends are in the relationship, the more they will tease you with the matter!
after a few words of comforting me, they started to question me! *gonna write in mandarin, because it looks funnier and real in chinese**
朋友:" 啊 这一切是不是你自己计划好的？想要买新电话 可是不知道要怎么办 hor! 所以是不是就硬硬把电话塞给那个人! bla bla bla" hahahaa
I felt not that sad and relieved after listening their chit-chatting! they made such bad thing in a humor way which made our trip happier in the end!
thankiew for making everything works. I thought that it was just a joke but you guys made it real! :D
Well, I felt shocked when losing the ipad. But for phone, I was just too surprised that my phone disappeared in such a short time, and kept discussing with friends! haha!
Well, realize that I am very fortune to have this gang of friends. People normally will comfort you and say something nice to you! but I realized the more close you and your friends are in the relationship, the more they will tease you with the matter!
after a few words of comforting me, they started to question me! *gonna write in mandarin, because it looks funnier and real in chinese**
朋友:" 啊 这一切是不是你自己计划好的？想要买新电话 可是不知道要怎么办 hor! 所以是不是就硬硬把电话塞给那个人! bla bla bla" hahahaa
I felt not that sad and relieved after listening their chit-chatting! they made such bad thing in a humor way which made our trip happier in the end!
thankiew for making everything works. I thought that it was just a joke but you guys made it real! :D
Gonna be alone for the coming semester
Yea finally exam finished! The hardest moment is the waiting process, Im seriously fine with the exam but I dont like wait for so long, because my papers started only on the second week of exam period! Well before that I was damn looking forward for this day come. But I am not that happy now as here come to face the reality that I gonna be alone for the next sem! All the lovely housemates leave for UK mobility for one semester, I chose not going, in the fucking end regret myself. Not saying alone really that pity, I still have friends of course! But just that Im already used to the way we live and now I have to get use to another OPPOSITE style of living with that gang. What i meant different is that, our house dirty, theirs super clean! They are always so polite, gentle, caring with each other! We always FUCKING here FUCKING there, which I gonna miss it very much, especially when it comes out from bev!
曾几何时，我们已经习惯了不该习惯的习惯！one of my friends ngam ngam posting this caption with her picture, which make me feel like cry out loud! It is the exactly same feeling when I was leaving to US. well, hopefully I will be fine and sincerely wish that they have a safe and fun journey in UK very muchie! Bon voyage!
**I am pretty sure that I will forget theirs leaving and I would still ask my father drop me down at my tts house when he send me back to this jungy place!**
曾几何时，我们已经习惯了不该习惯的习惯！one of my friends ngam ngam posting this caption with her picture, which make me feel like cry out loud! It is the exactly same feeling when I was leaving to US. well, hopefully I will be fine and sincerely wish that they have a safe and fun journey in UK very muchie! Bon voyage!
**I am pretty sure that I will forget theirs leaving and I would still ask my father drop me down at my tts house when he send me back to this jungy place!**
Ambition
I believe that everyone had been asked to write an essay for one's ambition. If not on essay, I remembered primary teacher would always ask students to fill in the ambition into the report card. There are always 3 choices for us. I got the chance to look back what i wrote, and i realized that my first choice is psychiatry since I was primary 4, consistent until now! what surprising uh! Yeah, I wish to be that. but recently I realized that that is not easy. I mean, I found myself might not be suitable in doing this job.
I love to comfort people, i guess! or maybe I am good in comforting myself. Every time my friends call me and I love to suggest them in a way that they actually feel better. Some even told me that they feel better after talking to me. which I feel very proud of myself. but I met a bottleneck recently, hah! I have a friend who is quite depressing all the time. She has severe negative thinking. I had once talked to her for about 5 hours, she asked me how can i keep myself happy. I am doubt with the question. why do I need to keep myself happy all the time. isn't it tired? My answer, just be yourself, express your emotion out! and more and more questions which really surprised me. She know she is too depress, SHE KNEW, but she couldnt get herself out from that. she keep walking within the negative affect circle. which i guess this is the typical symptom of depression patient have.
I talked to her until my chin has almost dropped out. and I thought that she has changed. Yes, first second days she forced herself not to think in that negative way. but the duration of availing was not held long. She turns back again. Exam period, im pretty sure that she worked 110% but she kept saying that she will fail, fail fail. which drag me to the downpour! because i have gave up on comforting her. and this worry me, because i dont know whether i would have the persistent patience to counsel or help a patient.
Well well well... to whom read this, keep quiet and you know who im talking about. haha! shhh, secret!
I love to comfort people, i guess! or maybe I am good in comforting myself. Every time my friends call me and I love to suggest them in a way that they actually feel better. Some even told me that they feel better after talking to me. which I feel very proud of myself. but I met a bottleneck recently, hah! I have a friend who is quite depressing all the time. She has severe negative thinking. I had once talked to her for about 5 hours, she asked me how can i keep myself happy. I am doubt with the question. why do I need to keep myself happy all the time. isn't it tired? My answer, just be yourself, express your emotion out! and more and more questions which really surprised me. She know she is too depress, SHE KNEW, but she couldnt get herself out from that. she keep walking within the negative affect circle. which i guess this is the typical symptom of depression patient have.
I talked to her until my chin has almost dropped out. and I thought that she has changed. Yes, first second days she forced herself not to think in that negative way. but the duration of availing was not held long. She turns back again. Exam period, im pretty sure that she worked 110% but she kept saying that she will fail, fail fail. which drag me to the downpour! because i have gave up on comforting her. and this worry me, because i dont know whether i would have the persistent patience to counsel or help a patient.
Well well well... to whom read this, keep quiet and you know who im talking about. haha! shhh, secret!
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